[00:00.000] 作曲 : Furstenfeld [00:49.220] I have to block out thoughts of you [00:51.350] So I don't lose my head [00:53.720] They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:58.790] Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone [01:04.330] Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [01:09.330] There's a burning in my pride [01:11.810] A nervous bleeding in my brain [01:14.430] An ounce of peace is all I want for you [01:17.260] Will you never call again? [01:19.600] And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face [01:24.620] And will you never try to reach me [01:27.300] It is I that wanted space [01:29.670] Hate me today [01:34.140] Hate me tomorrow [01:39.610] hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [01:49.570] Hate me in ways [01:54.540] Yeah ways hard to swallow [02:00.480] Hate me so you can find me see whats good for you [02:11.780] I'm sober now for 3 whole months [02:14.220] It's one accomplishment that you helped me with [02:16.530] The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again. [02:21.420] In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night [02:26.270] While I was busy waging wars on myself [02:29.590] You were trying to stop the fight [02:31.970] You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate [02:37.340] You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take [02:41.850] So I'll drive so ******* far away that I'll never cross your mind [02:47.090] And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind [02:52.080] Hate me today [02:56.410] Hate me tomorrow [03:01.900] Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [03:12.140] Hate me in ways [03:17.130] Yeah ways hard to swallow [03:22.500] Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [03:32.900] And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [03:39.170] Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made [03:44.340] And like a baby boy I was never a lad [03:47.430] Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand [03:54.550] And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!" [03:59.560] Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be [04:04.790] And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?" [04:12.050] Hate me today [04:16.670] Hate me tomorrow [04:22.150] Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [04:32.500] Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow [04:42.660] Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you