[ti:Your House]
[ar:Hopsin]
[al:Your House]
[by:lrc.d4321.com]
[00:30.250] Man, I don't even know what happened
[00:32.313] I was born inside of this sx1t
[00:33.620] My fvxkin' parents scrappin', I was mortified as a kid
[00:36.702] Police always at my house all because of my daddy's temper
[00:39.811] Man, this sx1t been goin' on 'bout as long as I can remember
[00:42.971] He always blamed my mom for this sx1t he didn't accomplish
[00:45.923] I'd hide in the corner like a guinea pig in the process
[00:48.771] Just knowin' he 'bout to smack the fvxkin' teeth out her mouth
[00:51.644] It's like when it came to some type of drama
[00:53.812] He got aroused, no joke
[00:55.380] There was the moments where dad would slowly be creepin' up
[00:58.044] I would jump in front of my mama, "Please don't beat her up"
[01:00.970] I ain't never spoke on this sx1t, the memories are rough
[01:03.922] Smiles and hugs, that's just somethin' you'll never see in us
[01:07.082] You know the pain when your parents tell you to go and play
[01:09.747] Then hours later you see your mom and she got a swollen face
[01:13.038] I hope you don't relate, I just learned how to cope today
[01:15.886] From the days when I would pick up the phone and say
[01:18.263] I gotta leave here now
[01:20.562] My mom and dad actin' crazy and this ain't right
[01:24.010] And they've been goin' back and forth all night
[01:26.883] I wanna stay at your house tonight
[01:29.469] 'Cause I don't wanna to hear my dad fightin' momma no more
[01:32.787] I don't wanna hear the police at the front door
[01:35.660] Can I stay at your house?
[01:38.847] I want to stay at your house tonight (Your house tonight)
[01:42.374] I would go to school feelin' so frightened, yeah, I was scared
[01:45.378] Not knowin' if I'ma go home findin' my momma dead
[01:48.513] Every other fvxkin' day, dad was always losin' control
[01:51.334] He was actin' like a fvxkin' ape, runnin' loose in our home
[01:54.338] Man ever since I was born they was pessimistic and torn
[01:57.264] It's evident, but regardless they'd never get a divorce
[02:00.242] God, I wish they got around it, just checkin' into some counselin'
[02:03.533] We could have been a happy family inside our house again
[02:06.563] I said again is if we ever were, that's false
[02:09.332] Sx1t I dealt with growin' up, will forever hurt, I'm lost
[02:12.180] We weren't nothin' like the families I used to see on the sitcoms
[02:15.314] We were horrible with bonds, I can no longer sit calm
[02:18.344] I would see that my friends had a life at home, that was peaceful
[02:21.296] They were lovable people, who didn't function like we do
[02:24.222] Oh how I wish I can redo the pain of the wicked days
[02:27.122] When I'd pick up the telephone, call a friend and say
[02:29.760] I gotta leave here now
[02:32.163] My mom and dad actin' crazy and this ain't right
[02:35.481] And they've been goin' back and forth all night
[02:38.407] I wanna stay at your house tonight
[02:41.045] 'Cause I don't wanna to hear my dad fightin' momma no more
[02:44.180] I don't wanna hear the police at the front door
[02:47.158] Can I stay at your house?
[02:50.397] I wanna stay at your house tonight (Your house tonight)
[02:54.315] I ain't placin' the blame sayin' it's mom or dad's fault
[02:57.267] But all those traumas I had stuck with me as an adult
[03:00.271] And it ignited these mad thoughts that I seem to have often
[03:03.458] Yeah, that's Hopsin, music is where my last straw went
[03:06.514] Now I'm devoted to always give you my true life
[03:09.127] The love I never felt growin' up I get it from you guys
[03:12.209] Please don't get it twisted, I love both my parents to death
[03:15.135] I just think there's issues a lot of fvxkin' parents neglect
[03:18.426] We all got these traumas we carry and sometimes it's scary
[03:21.378] 'Cause we buried a nest, right there in our chest
[03:23.677] And we subconsciously air and project our nightmares and the stress
[03:26.733] That we dealt with when we were younger
[03:28.353] And that's why therapy's best, listen
[03:30.390] If you got kids of your own and you throwin' tantrums
[03:33.029] Don't be oblivious and assume that it won't impact them
[03:36.059] Children follow the protocol of their parents' blueprint
[03:38.828] So when there's an issue, they might handle it just how you did (You did, you did)
[03:44.496] I gotta leave here now
[03:46.691] My mom and dad actin' crazy and this ain't right
[03:49.956] And they've been goin' back and forth all night
[03:52.908] I wanna stay at your house tonight
[03:55.598] 'Cause I don't wanna to hear my dad fightin' momma no more
[03:58.785] I don't wanna hear the police at the front door
[04:01.711] Can I stay at your house?
[04:04.872] I wanna stay at your house tonight (Your house tonight)