[00:00.000] 作词 : 杨莱尔YoungLion [00:01.000] 作曲 : 杨莱尔YoungLion [00:13.578] verse1 [00:22.108] 又阴阳颠倒过了多少天了 [00:24.117] 晚上一个人坐着发呆抽了多少烟呢 [00:26.878] 妈妈生日刚过想想还剩多少时间呢 [00:29.387] 每天都大把的时间没事干在闲着 [00:31.644] 生活的味道总是咸的 [00:33.151] 混沌的生活好几年了 [00:34.657] 疲惫的紧踩刹车不让它跑偏了 [00:36.915] 是时候真该变了 you should be a man [00:39.425] 学会独立的那一面 [00:40.930] 把人生看一遍 [00:41.934] 你选择太多的东西放弃 没选择放弃音乐 [00:44.693] 凌晨的手机泛着微光写出了太多心血 [00:47.453] 要努力为了让更多的人能听见 [00:49.711] 就算要浪费青春中的几场黑夜 [00:52.225] 你做的东西尽管没人理解 [00:54.480] 尽管亚文化没有太多的办法变现商业 [00:57.243] 尽管亲戚背地里不理解这是你口中的事业 [01:00.252] 就做好我自己的 拿到我自己的 [01:02.269] 陪伴我的也不止是我自己了 [01:04.774] 烂面子有多烫 学会了如何放 [01:07.536] 在学会珍惜身边的人有多棒 [01:09.291] 才能把一切放得下也拿的起了 [01:11.811] 把大脑洗了 该早点起了 [01:13.578] 为了爱我的人们放下心了 [01:15.587] 都说我自私选择了我爱的也爱我的 [01:17.845] 或者 [01:19.112] 为了恨我的人再也恨不起了 [01:25.903] hook [01:36.552] first for my mama [01:37.816] and second for my lover [01:39.070] then for my CGgang gangbrother [01:41.077] finally I wanna for myself [01:43.334] for the swag rapper [01:44.588] 最后致敬那些依旧恨我的hater [01:47.097] first for my mama [01:48.941] and second for my lover [01:49.944] then for my CGgang gangbrother [01:51.953] finally I wanna for myself [01:53.958] for the swag rapper [01:55.212] 最后致敬那些依旧恨我的hater [01:56.968] verse2 [01:57.470] 你是否也说过**** my life [02:00.229] 也只能去抱怨说**** the life [02:02.237] 下个月还不清的账单 是否为此失态 [02:04.996] 纠结妈妈打来的电话应该说好或者说坏 [02:07.756] 你多想告诉妈妈这个社会多么千奇百态 [02:10.767] 可是妈妈担心的问候你又怎么可能忍耐 [02:14.029] 夜晚的街道陪我的是耳机一切都百无聊赖 [02:16.787] I hate myself 没能够做个好的人 [02:19.296] tears on my eyes but you don't know [02:21.804] I hate the life but not hating you [02:23.560] 我祈求上天再给我几次机会 [02:25.818] 多少次上天了把可乐和酒精勾兑 [02:28.577] 可从没鼓起过勇气和她说我多累 [02:31.085] 从长水飞白云房租金也不是很贵 [02:33.845] 害怕黑暗 可总是喜欢晚睡 [02:36.353] 不知道第几次被生活打的狼狈 [02:39.363] 又或是第几次到底是第几次总会在深夜喝醉 [02:42.373] 学不会低头 但被迫学会弯腰 [02:45.133] 收起了行囊不再做情郎去面对更多情况 [02:48.395] 去体会生活的形状 [02:50.403] hook [02:51.405] first for my mama [02:52.661] and second for my lover [02:53.916] then for my CGgang gangbrother [02:55.921] finally I wanna for myself [02:57.929] for the swag rapper [02:59.433] 最后致敬那些依旧恨我的hater [03:01.938] first for my mama [03:03.191] and second for my lover [03:04.696] then for my CGgang gangbrother [03:06.701] finally I wanna for myself [03:08.706] for the swag rapper [03:09.961] 最后致敬那些依旧恨我的hater