[ti:Drowning]
[ar:Sik World]
[al:Drowning]
[by:lrc.d4321.com]
[00:14.354] Yeah, I wish I can numb this pain
[00:16.354] I thought by now I won't complain
[00:17.701] I got the cash with half the fame
[00:18.807] Lost half my heart and kept the veins
[00:20.233] We had our spark and lost our flame
[00:21.595] I tried to talk, had none to say
[00:23.089] I want the love, you never gave
[00:24.313] Was hurting me your only aim
[00:25.809] You shot my heart, I bled out hate
[00:27.253] 'Cause though you left, the trauma stayed
[00:28.734] I wish the past, would go away
[00:30.235] But I guess gotta live with it
[00:31.081] Times changed, I don't feel different
[00:32.686] Despite the hurdles in my life I kept my vision alive
[00:34.477] I had no one on my side, yet I still did it
[00:36.315] I'm missing thе old me, talking pre-deprеssion
[00:38.211] Where I felt alive and I had a connection
[00:40.096] Now I'm dead inside 'cause I lost my direction
[00:42.017] I don't put my wall down for my own protection
[00:43.951] And I'm tired of people using me
[00:45.780] People lie, what do you believe?
[00:47.123] I know people see the truth in me
[00:48.290] And I know one day you will see
[00:49.733] That being true was a tool for me
[00:51.078] I be sticking to myself
[00:52.210] I don't need nobody else
[00:53.047] Just relief from this trauma that keeps on ruining me
[00:55.126] 'Cause lately I'm losing sleep
[00:56.715] And nobody's getting through to me
[00:58.064] It's 'cause it
[00:59.042] Feels like I'm losing sleep
[01:00.870] I want my mind at ease
[01:02.714] Feels like I'm losing me
[01:04.591] I wanna find relief
[01:06.383] Feels like I need to breath
[01:08.252] I think I'm in too deep, now
[01:11.669] I'm drowning in my thoughts
[01:14.469] Drowning, by myself
[01:17.971] I'm drowning, I need help
[01:21.408] I'm drowning, they can't tell
[01:25.107] I'm drowning, oh
[01:35.538] I'm still here and still driven
[01:37.425] People see me as a meal ticket
[01:38.767] They get nothing, they can deal with it
[01:40.128] I guess me and them were built different
[01:41.607] I work for whatever I'm given
[01:42.843] I been living inside of my room since I was fifteen
[01:44.729] Making a bunch a songs hoping somebody gets me
[01:46.616] I always felt alone and the feeling is sickening
[01:48.420] When your expressing your pain and no one is listening
[01:50.406] And life's hard to manage
[01:52.351] I feel like I have a disadvantage
[01:54.077] Since my childhood left me hella damaged
[01:55.871] I don't know love because I never had it
[01:57.695] Every relationship I'm in never lasted
[01:59.427] Only toxic woman was all I attracted
[02:01.280] I continuously fear having attachments
[02:03.062] Honestly, it was really hard getting past it
[02:05.230] But, it is what it is, you get what you give
[02:07.966] I wish I learned quicker, look, I probably did
[02:11.211] Just didn't accept it
[02:12.593] Inside of my mind is where my demons roam
[02:14.444] I try to hide 'cause they won't leave me alone
[02:16.150] I overthink all of my mistakes on my own
[02:17.875] I don't know where to go, it's 'cause it
[02:20.402] Feels like I'm losing sleep
[02:22.106] I want my mind at ease
[02:23.980] Feels like I'm losing me
[02:25.777] I wanna find relief
[02:27.656] Feels like I need to breath
[02:29.455] I think I'm in too deep, now
[02:32.749] I'm drowning in my thoughts
[02:35.727] Drowning, by myself
[02:39.080] I'm drowning, I need help
[02:42.625] I'm drowning, they can't tell
[02:46.302] I'm drowning, oh