[00:25.490] I don't know how else to put this. [00:28.350] It's taking me so long to do this. [00:31.570] I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. [00:37.380] My muscles feel like a melee, [00:41.360] My body's curled in a U-shape. [00:43.680] I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. [00:49.470] Propped up by lies and promises. [00:52.640] Saving my place as life forgets. [00:55.630] Maybe it's time I saw the world. [01:01.400] I'm only here for a while. [01:06.850] And patience is not my style, [01:08.250] And I'm so tired that I got to go. [01:13.080] Where am I supposed to hide now? [01:15.700] What am I supposed to do? [01:18.780] Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? [01:25.050] Tell me I should stick around for you. [01:27.770] Tell me I can have it all. [01:30.930] I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. [01:59.180] I get to go home in one week. [02:01.900] But I'm leaving home in three weeks. [02:04.840] They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. [02:10.970] I follow the suted directions. [02:16.190] I crawl up inside for protection. [02:18.600] I'm told what to do and I don't know why. [02:22.810] I'm over existing in limbo [02:25.820] I'm over the myths and placebos [02:28.860] I don't really mind if I just fade away [02:34.270] I'm ready to live with my family. [02:37.990] I'm ready to die in obscurity [02:41.110] Cause I'm so tired that I got to go. [02:45.880] Where am I supposed to hide now? [02:49.190] What am I supposed to do? [02:52.270] You still don't think I'm gonna see this through. [02:58.290] Tell me I'm a part of history. [03:01.270] Tell me I can have it all. [03:04.370] I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. [03:55.540] (6x) I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.