[ti:I Hate New Years]
[ar:Sik World]
[al:I Hate New Years]
[by:lrc.d4321.com]
[00:05.016] It's January 1st 2021
[00:08.950] And I'm in my feelings
[00:12.436] And I just wanna rap
[00:14.583] **** a hook
[00:18.142] Yeah, why do I feel like I'm depressed
[00:21.361] I feel like my whole life is a mother****ing stress
[00:23.450] Sometimes I see the news and wish that I could die next
[00:25.748] It's a crippling feeling that most could never digest
[00:28.064] Every January 1st I don't wanna wake up
[00:30.404] That's the day I met this girl who totally ****ed me up
[00:32.775] Mentally, the PTSD's hurt and all of it sucks
[00:35.237] It left a hole chest that money can't cover up
[00:37.604] Was never enough, I felt it deep in my bones
[00:39.844] Always feeling disconnected, always glued to my phone
[00:42.237] Tired of fakes friends, I cut them off so now I'm alone
[00:44.691] They don't love me for me they only love me cuz I'm known
[00:47.003] I got fans who support me and wanna see me win
[00:49.326] But I feel like a loser Im a need a bottle of gin
[00:51.837] I made a million dollars but there's nothing to give
[00:54.190] If there's a god, tell me where has he been
[00:55.932] I been searching for real
[00:57.146] Every new years, I get in my feels
[00:58.903] Cuz I hate the way that I ****ing feel
[01:00.635] I got scars that don't heal
[01:01.931] It's a new year but it's the same pain in my heart
[01:04.197] And that's a hurt thats gon' stick with me still
[01:06.097] I wonder if real love is something that I can find
[01:08.420] In a world full a fakes who keep wasting my time
[01:10.800] I been questioning my faith and I'm loosing my mind
[01:13.139] If god is real then show me sign