[ti:Emotionally Dumb]
[ar:KOTA The Friend]
[al:Lyrics to GO, Vol. 2]
[by:lrc.d4321.com]
[00:00.000] 作词 : Avery Marcel Joshua Jones
[00:22.370] I'm emotionally dumb
[00:24.140] I hop on every song bearin' soul, spilling guts
[00:26.240] 'Cause this the only place that I don't feel like I be judged
[00:28.860] If I tell you how I'm feelin' over samples and drums
[00:31.560] Boy, I f**k up everyday hurtin' people that I love
[00:34.040] 'Cause I can't communicate, it's the way that I came up
[00:36.560] I internalize the bad and it's hard for me to trust
[00:39.250] I got narcissistic qualities, I hear I'm out of touch
[00:42.010] But I'm hella sensitive, I feel it if I'm pennin' it
[00:44.780] If I put it out, I only did it for your benefit
[00:47.710] I really stay alone to protect you from myself
[00:50.000] Used to hide behind the drugs, now I hide behind my wealth
[00:52.870] I said "Later" to my heart just to focus on the bread
[00:55.440] 'Cause my baby needed food, clothes, linen on his bed
[00:58.320] Woman from my past told me that I'm turnin' cold and it's sad
[01:01.580] I used to make her feel like she was home, bring him back
[01:04.270] But it's hard though, I was young and dumber with my guard low
[01:06.820] Now I'm numb, sendin' big money through Wells Fargo
[01:09.580] Y'all the only ones that get the best of me, though
[01:12.070] My higher self is on the track and the rest of me low
[01:14.670] But I'm workin' on it, no more escapin' when I'm hurtin'
[01:17.250] No more self-sabotage, livin' against my purpose
[01:20.380] More appreciation for myself when I ain't perfect
[01:22.590] Every day I get up and grow, that's what I chose