[00:00.000] 作词 : MOLER-V [00:01.000] 作曲 : MOLER-V [00:18.932] I am a joke [00:20.184] 我就是别人眼里的笑话 [00:21.683] 在每个夜里无法入眠到了凌晨四点才会睡觉到了白天十二点才会去醒发现父母留得饭菜还有阳光穿过穿过我的窗帘照到我身体但我还不清醒看着手机里的她给发我数不尽的消息 [00:33.686] 只是笑笑 希望她不会那么的想我 [00:36.182] 但我知道这些没意义她依然会想我 [00:38.690] I am a joke [00:40.187] 那些羡慕我的人 记恨我的人 [00:41.932] 总把情谊放在嘴边限制我的人 [00:43.940] 那些曾经让我傻眼瞧不起的人还有曾经情同手足肋里插了刀的人 [00:48.432] 有的不起眼到极致 让我真的真的感到吐 [00:51.440] 但是他们只是在我眼上蒙了一层雾真的努力让我看了只能站在原地骗我自己都是因为我努力了但是没有成果 [00:58.940] but [00:59.440] How you make it [01:00.180] How you gain [01:00.937] How you being somebody who earn those chance [01:03.187] At beginning 我也曾有过我自己的底线但是周围人和事物不断打破我的底线 [01:08.192] but [01:08.936] 这不能总怨别人因为我本就是个小丑 [01:12.684] 我的自大 来自捧杀 像个傻瓜 像个沙口 [01:16.437] 开始fatal shut the xxx up man [01:18.687] 总有人在你身边对你指指点点对那些偏见我早就已经视而不见因为他们真的很片面没有体验过甜头只是乞求佛祖能够灵验 [01:27.880] SO [01:28.624] 总有一些人会带着面具出现在你身边 [01:32.130] 所以我拉上我的拉链包装住自己小丑的容颜 [01:37.123] 什么是fake不fake对不对呢做我自己贵不贵 keep real 的东西拿到台上到底配不配每天dream dream about I got fame dream about 艾米纳姆遇到他的dre [01:47.372] get on the bed 看着我的账单 [01:49.627] 曾经合作过的rapper上了报纸头刊 [01:51.877] 看着这个圈子被些fake搞得乌烟瘴气 [01:54.873] 看着他们圈钱的样子都像个垃圾 [01:57.127] 得把戏 多滑稽 都压抑 着写歌 那恶心的气味像是中世纪的巴黎 [02:03.575] 诶 中世纪的巴黎 [02:04.320] 但我只是一个joker所以ain't nobody pay me [02:07.772] So I started not to chase my dream and being like that I have no love [02:11.520] I got my love from the reality [02:13.275] She so gorgeous make me show the middle finger to the whole world [02:17.522] I am joker [02:19.519] 回到童年周围都还有butterfly [02:22.272] 在看充满铜臭的现在 [02:24.524] 或者可以说是对money的偏爱 [02:27.277] 只能告诉自己继续当个小丑最起码能够引起别人的共鸣把冰冷的心变得不再那么的冰冷 [02:32.269] 现在冰冷的心变成了伪装的面具时刻紧绷着神经 [02:37.028] I wanna cry cause people were so cold and nobody wants home [02:42.020] I wanna cry cause they made fun of somebody they never ever know [02:48.767] because of this millions people were hurt [02:52.028] Some of them are stay in the dark [02:54.770] Some of them are keep the scar [02:56.778] I wanna cry cause people were so cold and nobody wants home [03:01.770] I wanna cry cause they made fun of somebody they never ever know [03:08.526] because of this millions people were hurt [03:11.521] Some of them are stay in the dark [03:14.017] Some of them are keep the scar