[00:00.000] 作词 : Julien Baker [00:01.000] 作曲 : Julien Baker [00:03.770] Beat myself until I'm bloody [00:09.890] And I'll give you a ringside seat [00:17.400] You say that it's embarrassing [00:24.890] I'm sorry that you had to see me like that [00:33.810] So you can either watch me drown [00:49.020] Or try to save me while I drag you down [00:54.800] Well I want to fix it but I don't know how [01:01.560] It isn't fair to make you wait around [01:11.910] While all your friends are goin' out [01:19.160] So Jesus can you help me now [01:24.840] Trade me in, for a briar crown [01:33.580] Is there anybody coming back for me [01:39.380] If they ever were, they are not now [01:48.230] So what's there left to talk about [01:55.900] I'm holding on [01:58.480] Just like a scratch off ticket how [02:04.680] I dig my nails into your skin [02:09.890] Honey, I'm not stupid [02:15.080] I know no one wins this kind of thing [02:22.320] It's just another way to kill an hour [02:27.580] Wishing I were different [02:33.410] Nobody deserves a second chance [02:39.090] But honey I keep getting them [02:48.270] Like a scratch off ticket how [03:17.320] I dig my nails into my skin [03:23.440] Honey, I'm not stupid [03:28.810] I know no one wins this kind of thing [03:35.050] It's just another way to kill an hour [03:41.150] Wishing I were different [03:46.330] Nobody deserves a second chance [03:52.470] But I keep getting them